YO!
Um... yeah...
So... how's life? :]
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Um... yeah... So... how's life? :] |
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The name is Trina. I procrastinate a lot of the time; I mostly just take my time.
I have no idea or even a clue what my goal in life is... I'm at that point where I don't know what to do now hence the end of school is done and I don't want to
go to uni. I feel like uni isn't for me so why do I have to go? My parents are semi-supportive, I understand. I'm so lazy, I'm just lost. Like, I screwed up.
I hate being the eldest and being the only girl. Vulnerable, much?
I immigrated here in Oz from NZ. From that point in my life, I felt so... lackofabetterword - lame. I'm probably overreacting and I should be mature
about it but... I can't control my freaking feelings. No one knows that deep down I'm unhappy with my life and how this whole change has affected me.
I wanna be independent and not be dependent on my parents but they won't allow me to stay in NZ to finish school, would they? Lols, geez, this is pretty much my life
story.
Anyways, I'mma wrap this up by saying that I'm 19 at the moment and I have no idea what I should do in my LIFE!
I am a certified paranormal person. wishlist
■ Singing/drum lessons!
■ Be happy! [: ■ ■ World peace ■ Lose weight! ■ ■ Go to Sth. Korea/Japan/Hawaii! ■ |
WHERE THE HECK CAN I GET SUM PEACE, QUIET & PRIVACY?!?!
2864375344430392580 date: Saturday, July 19, 2008 time: 12:12 AM comments: 0
Ugh!
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Lately, I've been having trouble trying to give myself some peace, quiet and privacy but I can't seem to get any!! Seriously!! My family are around me. Clustering. I get so pissed off!! And yet, no one cares nor do they listen or they just can't help it!! GRRRR!! I wish the stupid internet plug would freaking work in my room!! But no, only the ones in my parents' room and second lounge room work!! DAMMIT!! I can't even type anything or look into sites in privacy without my brothers or parents walking around in the background!!! Cause they always, ALWAYS, glance at what I'm doing on the net!! A glance turns to a look, a look turns into a stare, a stare turns into a bloody... ermm, something! Seriously though, it's so phucking annoying when they do that!! "What are you doing?" OR "Can I watch?" OR "Oooh, I'm telling on you looking at that!" OR "What are you typing about?" OR "Who are you talking to?" OR "*full on stare*" & MUCH MORE!! UGH!! Dammit! I want the net in my room!! I want some privacy for goodness sakes!! I can't even get through anything online or offline without someone looking!! The only time I can get actual peace, quiet and privacy... is late at night!!! When they are sleeping!! That's pathetic!! I know there's no helping it but I'm so sick of it!! I get so tired the next day and it's bloody wearing me out!! Why can't they just leave the house more often, huh? Like tonight, my parents went out with my brother while I stayed home to look after my two brothers and the next thing you know, they fell asleep!! I managed to get 2 hours of maximum peace, quiet and privacy!! It was awesome, lol. I know I'm weird but if you haven't noticed - Weird is the new Black. Haha, I'm just kidding.... sorta. Anyways, I wish someone could fix the internet plug in my room or I can switch rooms with my parents but then that'd be kinda inappropriate as it's the master bedroom with their own bathroom and walk-in closet.... *sigh* I need peace, quiet and privacy... but there's not enough luck of it to be found... :( Bummer... TTYL!
Have You Ever Had a First Love? <3
3939884303369558753 date: Friday, July 18, 2008 time: 12:38 AM comments: 0 Utada Hikaru
FIRST LOVE I love this song!! She's done an English version to this but it sounds more natural in Japanese. Well, I guess I could dedicate this to all those people whose had a first love and... well, yeah, ended. I had a 'First Love' and now we don't talk anymore cause... yeah. I immigrated and obviously long distance relationship don't work... so... yeah. Heh. TTYL! ^_^
HIGHLIGHT OF TODAYY xD
2269482644734174741 date: Tuesday, July 15, 2008 time: 3:55 AM comments: 0
Okies, so... as I was about to say... oh right, during lunch time after a walk around the school; my friend and I went to go sit at a picnic table around the junior area. As were talking about random stuff... out of nowhere, some girl goes:
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"You wanna hit me?! Hit me!!" I gotta tell ya, it was so random when the girl just stormed up to the girl behind my friend, lols. It was hilarious! And we got front row seats, mwahahaha! XD Out of nowhere one of the P.E. teachers arrive to pull the girls apart but it was no use because they kept clinging to each other and they all fell down. Poor guy slightly hit his back against the pole behind him. :/ Anywho, a whole bunch of other juniors came out of nowhere crowded around us even on the table! Ugh! Just blocked the whole view! =_= Oh well, it was a good 10 seconds watch, lol. We couldn't help but laugh... oh, oh, before all this happened, I found 5 cents on the ground! (okay, I know it's not much and not much of a wowser but whatever =P) It showed HEADS! Which is a good thing cause I've been told that if ever you find a coin that has the 'Heads' picture shown then you get good luck but if you find it and it shows 'Tails' then that's bad luck - so you might as well keep on walking. But what I do, is flip it over on 'Heads' then pick it up! x3 My friend didn't believe me, lols, but after watching a "real" fight, I said: "I told you it's good luck!" Cause the last fight we witnessed was so crap! Honestly, those little kids can't fight for sh*t! It's pathetic, I tell you! Lols, oh and I even got an A on my English essay! Yay! Ahahaha. It's rare for me to get A's, lols. XP (it was before I picked up the 5c, lols) So, I was... Gawd, my mum just walked by and now I forgot what I was going to tyyyyyyype. T_T Hmmmmmm... OH! This morning I slept in, lols, I did my alarm at 6AM and guess what? When it went off at 6, I turned it off and went back to sleep, lols. XD I was supposed to do my homework then but I couldn't stuffed and my mum woke me up at 8:15 AM, lols. Ack.. I decided to go to school late, during recess or after. Before then, I had a shower, got ready and did my homework, lols. Not my Maths H/W, I only did my History Assignment, lols. Supposed to be 15 Interview Questions but I only did 12 and so, going to school, glad that I was missing 20 mins of History, I walked in with my fake late note, lols. >.> And found out no one had done their 15 questions! Grrr! Every time I do my H/W, it never gets marked but when I don't do it, I get in trouble. ~_~ So sad. Now I gotta research 2 major world events! *sigh* Dammit, I hate doing presentations!!!! Argh! =.= Oh well, I'll just get it over with. My History class hasn't got that much students anyways... But still!! I don't like public speaking... err, in front of class specifically. I'm out for the night... like, going to sleep. Early this time! xD But really... hahaha. Bye Bye!! xD Labels: 5 cents, cat fight, history, homework, maths, school
*SQUEEEEEE* ... etc.
2315538753826278429 date: time: 12:00 AM comments: 0
I'm ecstatic about this anime coming out in English! Though, I very much loved the Japanese version. xD Buuuuut, I can make an exception to this one cause Vic Mignonga (sp?) is in it! I *heart* his voice! Especially as Dark Mousy (D.N. Angel)... *major swoonage* ^///^
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OURAN HIGH SCHOOL HOST CLUB I am so loving the cast right now, lol. I can't wait for it to be out in DVD! Oh, oh, GUESS WHAT?! I passed a phone interview to work at a telemarketing company and I thought: "Omg, they forgot about me." Cause this was like, 2 or 3 weeks ago that I rang them for a job to work there and just today! They rang! Oooh, so, I'm hoping my 5 day training will go well for me considering I hate talking on the phone and having that really enthusiastic voice, lol. (even though I wanted to become a VA some day, lols) xD That's it for now, cause I need to clean my room and it's a waste of time cause it's just going to get messy again the next day, lols. Mothers these days... tsk, tsk. Times have changed! >.> Pigsty is the new black. Ahahaha. Just kidding. It's just something I can't help, hehehe. Alrighty, I'll blog up my post on my highlight of the day of what went on school today, lols! xD TTYL! P.S. I ended up not doing my Maths H/W... hehe. I slept in. >.> More on that soon, hahaha. P.S.S. I know the vid isn't really centered properly but... at least you can see most of it... right? Hehehe.
BACK TO SKEWL AGAIN... *SIGH*
5289282529728851344 date: Monday, July 14, 2008 time: 5:26 AM comments: 0
And soo, it's back to school and nothing much has changed. Seriously, 2 weeks, seem like 2 days!!!!!!! That's like the weekend for me, lol. XP Maybe it's cause I've been sleeping so much, huh? *chuckles*
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That's been pretty much what my holidays are all about. Well... most of it. Heh. Still no luck in finding a job. I so hoped, wished and prayed to get a job... but, still, no luck. :S My dad's been pestering me to get a job, lol, but I still never can seem to... I feel bad at times cause it's only my dad working and I want to help him but I can never get hired... =_= What will become of me, eh? Seriously... my brother, who is just 14 years old thinks he's all that! He reckons he'll be able to get a job before I do or when he turns 15. He's such a pushover. Hate it. Him and big fat ego. I think he will get a job but I just hate the fact that he's degrading me as if I'm some pathetic loser who can gain nothing but more weight... :S I admit, I'm fat but not that fat. I don't care so much about my weight because I'm not that worried about it neither is anyone else. Okay so maybe my parents' think I should lose 20 kilos or something, lol, but whatever. =P School was okay today... nothing much. Everyone was pretty tired, lol. Heh. It's not surprising. If only we had more new students in Year 11. That'd be cool but no, we only get one. A new girl, Rosie. She's Asian, haven't met her yet. Gawd, I haven't done my Maths homework nor my HISTORY ASSIGNMENT!! Which is due in tomorrow!!!!!! *sigh* I hope I get a free tomorrow... T_T On another note... there's no hawt guys in my skewl. >.< MY SKEWL SARX! Okies, I'm going to get sleep... actually, do a bit of my maths then sleep. -_- TTYL! xO |
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